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by Bashford

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1.
useless 02:13
I wanna fly To make it out alive But I still can’t touch the sky And I’m never satisfied Because I’m Trained in denial All my time is on file I just put on a smile And let go for awhile Snooze Pay your dues Or you might lose But what’s the use? My mind runs away I can’t make it behave And now my brain has decayed And my whole life’s in disarray Good thing I’m Trained in denial All my time is on file I just put on a smile And let go for awhile Snooze Pay your dues Or you might lose But what’s the use? So I hit snooze I pay my dues I still might lose But won’t be used What’s the use?
2.
ghost pirate 03:04
Know I’m scared of nothing As long as I have my ability You say there’s no tomorrow But I’m heading towards infinity I found a place of shelter Let’s go there before we drown So take your pearls of wisdom And bury them deep down I can swim I can swim I can swim I can swim Away In my mind In my mind In my mind In my mind Deranged You say there’s no room for error But I’m ready to explode Destruction keeps my head cool But I feel like a lethal does I know there’s a reason That these thoughts keep going down I’ll say that I deserve this Until that ghost comes back to town I can swim I can swim I can swim I can swim Away And my mind And my mind And my mind And my mind Deranged I can feel I can feel I can feel I can feel The pain In my mind In my mind In my mind In my mind Disdain Guess it doesn’t matter Anymore Cuz I managed to make it Back to shore And it made my head spin Twice before But I won’t let it shake me To the core I can swim I can swim I can swim I can swim Away In my mind In my mind In my mind In my mind Estranged I can feel I can feel I can feel I can feel The pain In my mind In my mind In my mind In my mind Disdain
3.
wet dreams 03:30
I can wait Hesitate For my mind to break And my legs to shake And I’m drenched in you When your eyes seemed true I know place and time To pollute your mind I can stay And not fade away And I send the pain On down the drain And I’m drenched in you When your eyes seemed true I know place and time To uncross this mind And before I knew I was lost in you I’m a parasite Feeding off your mind I can say You’re my tidal wave I feel the same Once or twice a day And I’m drenched in you When your eyes seemed true I know place and time To uncross this mind
4.
Please just a little bit Just a little more Only just a little bit Cuz my feet are getting sore Please just a little bit Just a little more Please I need a little bit Because I’m heading for the floor It doesn’t matter To me anymore It doesn’t matter Getting closer to the floor Mmm just a little bit Just a little more Only just a little bit To get up off the floor Please I need a little bit I am getting rather sore Please I need a little bit and then a little more It doesn’t matter To me anymore It doesn’t matter Getting closer to the floor It doesn’t matter To me anymore It doesn’t matter Getting harder to ignore It doesn’t matter To me anymore It doesn’t matter Getting closer to the floor It doesn’t matter To me anymore It doesn’t matter Getting harder to ignore
5.
unglued 03:35
Were wasted Our time spent On nothing new Encased in The cement We can’t break through I just want to be like you Forget everything I thought was true Yeah Yeah I’ve been thinking so psycho-social All my time spent piss and moaning Thought I might be off the deep end But that all stopped when I was next to No one I can’t help but feel distorted Wrapped up tight Feeling so secure This whole life it’s been just a cycle But now I’m starting to become unglued We waited Frustrated But still can’t move Now it’s here And so clear With you know who I just want to be like you Forget everything I thought was true Yeah Yeah I’ve been thinking so psycho-social All my time spent piss and moaning Thought I might be off the deep end But that all stopped when I was next to No one I can’t help but feel distorted Wrapped up tight Feeling so secure This whole life it’s been just a cycle But now I’m starting to become unglued I thought I was going somewhere Turns out that that place is nowhere I thought I was going somewhere Turns out that that place is nowhere I thought I was going somewhere Turns out that that place is nowhere I thought I was going somewhere I just want to be right next to you Yeah Yeah Yeah I’ve been thinking so psycho-social All my time spent piss and moaning Thought I might be off the deep end But that all stopped when I was next to No one I can’t help but feel distorted Wrapped up tight Feeling so secure This whole life it’s been just a cycle But now I’m starting to become unglued
6.
Medicate with meditation Erase what’s on your mind Comtemplating contemplations Leave them all behind And I wanted just to know it Now it’s all I’ve known There’s no way I can outgrow It’s following me home And it’s suffocating bleeding through these spaces in my time It’s getting harder picking up the pieces Cuz I can’t find my mind And I wanted to Break this shell But don’t know just where I want to go What I want to do Break this shell I can’t fight this alone I’m just starting getting ready For the big withdrawal I’ll just try to hold it steady But I’m bouncing off the walls I won’t steal you I’m too dumb too See you’re someone else I just want to Get to know you But you put me on the shelf And it’s suffocating bleeding through these spaces in my time It’s getting harder picking up the pieces Cuz I can’t find my mind And I wanted to Break this shell But don’t know just where I want to go What I want to do Break this shell I can’t fight this alone And I wanted to Break this shell But don’t know just where I want to go What I want to do Break this shell I can’t fight this alone And it started Departed I do not care about it anymore Made something Out of nothing I feel my wear when I’m at home You waited Mistaken It was not here and never was And now I’m So tongue tied I sit and wait for your return
7.
dreadnought 03:10
At the party Drink Bacardi Have another beer And the dreadnought Ties the slipknot He is made of fear Hell no Your mind control It mutilates my soul I find my Peace of mind Somewhere far away from home What I wanted to say was less than words It gets costly When I get saucy Think of words to say Yes I can be Nice as candy Without the tooth decay Hell no My mind explodes It mutilates my soul I find my Peace of mind Somewhere far beneath this road What I wanted to say was less than words At the party Getting naughty Take me away from here And the dreadnought Makes the fear rot Leaves a trail of tears Hell no Your mind control It mutilates my soul I find my Peace of mind Somewhere far away from home Hell no My mind explodes It mutilates my soul I find my Peace of mind Somewhere far beneath this road Hell no Your mind control It mutilates my soul I find my Peace of mind Somewhere far away from home What I wanted to say was less than words
8.
headache 02:51
I can let it stew Find more things to do Have a fever dream There’s nothing stopping me Hey You’re my headache Crushed by trains of thought Forgotten what I lost Now I’m so confused Cuz I’m dumb and feeling used Lost in apathy Look what it has done to me So come and waste some time But you can’t control my mind Hey You’re my headache
9.
stormcrow 03:28
Make it or break it My mind can’t escape it Thinking that I might be torn Lies cannot outlast The spirit of the outcast Who rides out the coming storm I don’t care That nothing’s fair I can just write this off And it shreds me Goes right through me It won’t let go Impassive cruelty Sooner or later You’ll learn to negate her But then again you’re never wrong Better off without this Should’ve never doubted Should’ve never thought at all I don’t care That nothing’s fair I can just write this off And it shreds me Goes right through me It won’t let go Impassive cruelty And it shreds me Goes right through me It won’t let go Impassive cruelty I don’t care That nothing’s fair I can just write this off And it shreds me Goes right through me It won’t let go Impassive cruelty
10.
slipstream 02:11
Break through the ceiling and be free again And do away with what’s not needed Destroyed the weights that kept her mind down Had to survive on hopes and dreaming Fall apart at the seams I keep on picking up steam Let it slip away I know it’s still incomplete But I can find what I need Let it slip away And I know what I’m chasing after To find another brand new thought And I’ll keep searching for disaster To take me back to the stars Fall apart at the seams I keep on picking up steam Let it slip away I know it’s still incomplete But I can find what I need Let it slip away My suggestion Is that you question Everything you see I’m so sorry It gets so boring Losing what I need

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Recorded November 2016, February 2017 at the old music room in Oakfield, WI.

Art by Luke Peltonen

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released March 26, 2017

Mixed, Engineered, and Mastered by Mike Matthews of Pantheon Productions

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